The month has come to a close and we said good bye to our village yesterday. We are taking a few days to rest before we head to Vietnam for our last and final month of the race. This month we worked in a small village teaching English for a few hours a day and loving on the people around us. The people and children were so incredible but one little girl captured all our hearts and it was tough to say good bye to her for sure. This one goes out to you girlfriend.
My dearest Ya,
My heartaches to give you just one more hug, saying good bye to you was one of the hardest things I’ve done. This month was one Ill never forget and you played a big part in that. Thank you for everything you have given me this month. You taught me so much and I don’t even know where to begin but I’ll try.
You showed me how to love unconditionally. No matter what I looked like, how I smelled, or even if I lost our patience with you, you still came back each day. You were always full of hugs and just wanted to be around us.
You taught me how to be myself and rock it. You are one sass ball, full of piss and vinegar as my grandma would say. You showed those boys who was the boss, you strutted your stuff, talked to yourself, and laughed with yourself. You showed me that even when your alone you can make life fun and enjoyable. You never needed a playmate but also welcomed them.
You taught me to care less of my appearance. Some days you would charge me for a good morning hug with your hair a mess, wearing the same clothes that you’d had on for the last 3 days, and smelling not the best but none of that mattered, you were still the most beautiful little girl, created perfectly in Gods image.
Lastly you taught me how to share. It seems insignificant but it’s a huge life lesson I’m not so good at yet. You live in a home where you’re not valued or taken care of but still the little you do have you’re willing to give to others. The piece of watermelon bubble gum you gave me meant the world.
Coming from a home that doesn’t value you and doesn’t take care of you is a challenge, it will always break my heart that you don’t receive the love you deserve every single day but knowing that God is watching over you makes it a little easier.
Ya some day I hope to see you again, watch Frozen together, share many laughs and silly faces, until then I give you over God, praying for you daily that you feel Gods love and protection every moment of everyday. I will miss you so much sweet girl.
Love, Jesse
