C Squad is here in Brasov, Romania for a mini-debrief and team changes and then heading to Moldova for our 4th month on the World Race.
Team changes are not something I was looking forward to. I feel like I have no family, and team Monarch has become that. I've gotten close with everyone and over the past few months, they have become my family. I love everyone of them, through thick and thin.
During a feedback session, I told them how i was struggling with team changes and how I felt like I was going to lose my family again. I told them how I was trying to be ok with it and I know God has a plan. We often dont see the purpose in His plan until after it's already happened and even then, sometimes it doesnt make sense to us.
During the last few days, I've been processing quite a bit, but I have finally come to the point of being ok with team changes. I wasn't happy about it, but I was willing to go with it. Wherever God takes me, God takes me and thats where I'll find my growth in Him.
To just come out with it, this morning we had team changes and Team Monarch was the only team to remain the same 🙂
I dont know what to say to show how happy I am about this. I dont know why the squad leaders chose us to remain the same. Frankly, I dont care. I just know I still have my family. I know that I've gotten to a level of comfort with them that will allow me to be more open with them; will allow for continued growth in my walk with God.
So, Team Monarch is the same and I love it and I love them and I love God and I'm happy right now 🙂
That is all.
