Well, here I am again! Afer several weeks of no blogs except for my El Shaddai video, I'm ready to commit to another one 🙂
I'm on month 8 in India. The ministry is difficult here. The Indians have so many gods and its frustrating trying to make them understand that Jesus isnt just another god and not just another idol to put up next to their many idols already sitting on a shelf.
Thats all I have to say about that.
In other news, I spoke to the Director of one of the organizations we worked with a few months ago. I spoke to her about how I feel God is calling me back to that country; how I feel God has given me a love for the children there; for the contacts there.
God has this funny way of changing plans, so if I told you what country it would be and began raising funds for it, and God switched it up, what do I even tell people? How do I explain?
So lets tentatively say that I have a country that I feel God is leading me back to. Its an amazing country. The people there were so good. The children there were so good. They need someone permeneant in their lives. They need someone to make a committment to them. Someone who wont step into their lives and just as quickly, step out.
I havent felt as strongly about a ministry site like this before, but I do now. I cannot wait to return there, but with that being said, prayer is the number one thing in my life. I pray God shows me what He has for me and where He wants me to go. I pray He helps me to raise funds. I pray He give me all the good things, like faith and wisdom and love and compassion. I pray I serve Him well.
I didnt go on the World Race with the plans of returning to the Unites States to resume my normal life. I went on it to change my life and with the hope that God would show me where He wanted me and as far as I know, He's shown me.
I don't have all the answers. If I sat down long enough and thought, I think I could come up with enought big words to impress the crap out of everyone who reads this and show them that I know what I'm talking about and have it all together. But I dont. I dont know what I'm doing or where I'm going tomorrow. Or the next day. I dont know what my future holds. I just hope that if I continue praying, God will show me those answers.
This is a random blog that has taken me about 15 minutes to come up with and so maybe I'll go read or pray and come up with something more impressive, like, a better title.
that is all.
