Even when my faith is shaking- body breaking- mind about to explode, I will keep my eyes on Him- for He is my rock..my reason for living.
Training Camp- oh so many stories to read about TC! It’s truly hard to put into sentences what I experienced on the most challenging epic week of my life. I do know one thing- I’m on the right path. God’s GPS has recalculated me to this point in my life ever so patiently.
Here I am before You
Falling in love and seeking your truth
Knowing that your perfect grace
Has brought me to this place
TC opened up my heart to root issues and just like a potter; He continues to keep molding me- not giving up on me and my countless weaknesses and failures.
One of the biggest impacts of TC to me -was Praise and Worship. I’m Catholic- so Mass on Sundays typically looks a little different. I’ve experienced other type of worship, but MAN I needed to brace myself cause Holy Spirit infiltrated the whole place and simply put- ROCKED IT.
My typical praise and worship is usually done in Holy Hours or alone nice and privately in my prayer closet. Don’t get me wrong- I love this still quiet place with Him! I also like going to concerts once in a while but I’m NOT that person with my arms lifted singing my heart out. A voice would say,“ you’ll look dumb”, “ you don’t know what your doing”, “ stop embarrassing yourself” – you know the voice of the enemy screaming at you??
WELL that voice was silenced at TC- Praise the Lord. Something about being with my squad mates, and the people at Adventures and Missions- broke the chains that held me back. I went all out for Him. I danced with Jesus. Sure I also cried, screamed and sang till my voice was lost. I felt His arms around me and we danced. It occurred to me that I’ve been passionate about dance since I was 4- but never did it for Him- it was all for me. I will forever remember that moment- feeling such love, peace, joy and FREEDOM!
I realized that I’m about to leave for 11 months – to honeymoon with my Jesus! To continue dancing with Him- body, soul and spirit. To be rooted and grounded in LOVE. This is what I’ve been searching and missing for so many years. He needs my undivided whole heart so that He can mold me into the fearless, godly, humble women I was created to be. To be a gift to everyone I meet.
Spread Love
Everywhere you go
Let no one ever come to you
Without leaving happier
Simple yet so powerful quote from Mother Teresa
I hope after reading this that you too will let the chains be broken and take the God of the UNIVERSE hand- which is extended to you- waiting patiently like a true gentleman- and enjoy YOUR dance with Him.
Thank you for following me on this life changing experience. If you could join me in support via prayer and donates that would be AMAZING! I still need to raise about $3,000 by August 22nd!
In Him,
Jenny
