It’s taken me so long to write this blog because I simply have so many expectations! Every time the question comes up in conversation, it seems to be so hard to discuss because I am anticipating so many things! So, here’s my attempt at putting it all down for you all…
I expect to see God’s power more than I’ve ever seen before.
I expect to see miracles beyond what I could ever imagine…one huge one has already happened!!
I expect to see people in heartbreaking circumstances and to be heartbroken for them. I know this is something I’ve never been able to fully comprehend because I’ve never been exposed to anything outside of the US, but I’m looking forward to serving those who are homeless, hungry, lonely and broken.
I’m expecting to be broken down, humbled and ripped in 2 by God’s grace and mercy.
I’m expecting to meet the most amazing world racers a girl could ask for!! And form incredible relationships that will last a lifetime.
I’m expecting to leave the comforts of my home as one person and come back completely different.
I’m expecting to laugh till I can’t breathe anymore, cry until I feel like my heart is breaking in two, trust like I’m walking on water, see others like Jesus sees me and experience love like I’ve never experienced.
I have every intention of daily surrendering to God’s plans and letting Him have control over each minute, each conversation and each step I take.
I’m expecting to face my own sins, weaknesses and bad habits head on as God continues to shine His light on them.
I’m expecting to take LOTS and LOTS of pictures!! I can’t believe I have this opportunity to see so much of the world and see His creativity and beauty displayed in nature.
I’m expecting to grow in my own faith, patience and surrender.
I’m expecting to be slightly homesick at times, but more than willing to find my strength and comfort in God alone.
I’m expecting to be absolutely overwhelmed by God’s outpouring of provision and love!
I know this is going to be one of the most liberating and freeing experiences I will ever have the opportunity to be a part of! But I’m also very aware that I will see things that will break my heart. In every minute, whether it be an easy moment or a difficult one, I expect God’s presence to be with me, guiding me and showing me what He would have me see at every turn.
I hope I can be a blessing to those who cross my path and shine Christ’s light of redemption and grace to those who are without hope.
Lord, pour me out so that You can fill me up!!
