Me or Moses?
My perspective is changing. The way I SEE GOD ravages my heart and I am in such awe of HIS glory. There are no words. HE has convicted me a lot this month in how self centered I am and the doubt that has had a hold on my heart. HE continues to teach me to walk in boldness in HIM, to surrender ALL to HIM, to be vulnerable. As HE said to Moses, “I will be with you”, HE speaks to me, “I am always with you”.
My perspective is changing. The door leaning against the wall reminds me of the path I fight for. The door I continually try to open, blinded to the fact that a wall exists behind it. I’ve been blind to the clearly available path to the left, GOD’S will, GOD’S perfect will, open and ready for me to step through. I SEE.
My perspective is changing. I long not only to see others, but to SEE the hearts of others…to connect, to LOVE, and to cover in prayer. I want to truly SEE my brothers and sisters. And so GOD is teaching me about transparency of my own heart, for connection begins there.
You see, my eyes have been distorted with selfish ambitions, stubborn ways, worldly perceptions, and a hold on time limiting the depth and use of other senses to see. I rush to conclusions. I rely only on my eyes to tell my mind what they view. But my perspective has been skewed. And God has taken my sight beyond my own eyes.
I close my eyes to hear, to “see” the sounds of the world uniting in praise to GOD in its own way. The sounds clearly heard individually, yet merging together in some harmonious way. Prayers dance with my spirit as there sound rises and they become more than words but spoken hearts.
I feel, “see”, with touch the roughness of hard working hands revealing the story of a life of survival and sacrifice. My feet mold over the stones beneath my feet on a path where friends share secrets and vulnerability exists.
My heart beats for the hearts GOD reveals to me. HE takes me beyond the words, to the presence of hearts struggling to know HIM more, to stop hiding, to grasp the freedom found in HIM, a true relationship with GOD. And HE speaks through it all.
