My time at Searchlight is nearing an end. My heart is racing. My brain has information overload. My head is trying to process it all – yet it is exactly WHAT I needed.
This morning, things were said to me that made me take a giant gulp and look at life, where I am at, where I am going, and where I would like to be. I wish I could say I knew. I wish I could say that it would be easy and that I have everything mapped out. Truth of the matter is – I don’t – and I have come to realize that I don’t care and that it’s not mine to own!
As much as I have the desire to know, I know that I’ll know what I need to know when I need to know it. I also believe that God’s timing is perfect, and that in the midst of waiting, I can be pursuing the things in my life that I need to work on. Things that keep me from living the Kingdom Dream God gave me. Things that are distractions, burdens and baggage!
I am available, and that is a refreshing FREE feeling. I have a heart to serve. I have a desire to love. I have a longing to be madly in love with God. I have been chosen. I have accepted the call.the truth
I have chosen to Let It Go!
I have chosen to pursue Righteousness!
I have chosen to pursue Holiness!
I have chosen to walk in FREEDOM!
I have chosen to wait patiently yet with the expectancy of God!
I have chosen to embrace the truth!
I have chosen to do what I should do (obey) not just what I want to do!
I have chosen to take the risk and take the first step!
I have chosen to be okay with not always being okay!
I have chosen to learn to adapt through the changes that come my way!