God, I’ve been trying to live my own life rather than letting you lead my life. You are waiting. You are listening. You are speaking. You meet me where I am at, but you are also waiting for me to come to you – to run to yo with open arms – to be willing to meet with you!
Church was a blessing on Sunday. I needed the hugs and encouragement. Hearing stories from Romania was a blessing. Brought what I am about to do to life. It was an added blessing. My desire to leave is longing in my heart, yet it is still two months away. Two months to make the most out of life while I am here.
Father, I cannot make it on my own. I need you. I want you. I am being changed. I am part of a team who is going to TELL THE WORLD all about you. God, you are already where we are going to be. Prepare the hearts of those we will meet. You are there. We are going to be your hands. I am willing.
Thank you for getting me through the valley and my time of need. I saw your hand of provision, love and care. I needed my time with you. I’ve needed the days away. What a blessing it is to let go and trust you. I don’t know why I doubted. It’s easier to worry than it is to trust, but I want to trust you with everything! God, I am yours. Use me.
Training Camp starts today. I am not sure what to expect. I know I will not be returning home the same! Bring us together as one body, one team. Unite us. Bless us. Renew us. Break us. Refresh us.
All for ONE, and ONE for all! That’s you, Lord! I praise You, Lord!