“Dear brothers and sisters, when troubles of any kind come your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy. For you know that when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. So let it grow, for when your endurance is fully developed, you will be perfect and complete, needing nothing.”
James 1:2-4
It’s a struggle right now as I am 6 days away from launch and I am still $2500 behind. I should be freaking out right now but I’m so past that point that the only feeling I have is faith. I know what my God has called me to do this wether it’s this moment or if I get deferred to a later launch date he will come thru. I believe in his power and his promise over my life. If the money is not raised and I get deferred (which means I will not be launching with my team and I will launch with a whole new squad on a whole new date)I will be okay. At first I will be sad and upset but honestly it’s not about me. It’s about God and his call and his mission. If God decided that right now is not the time, then I can wait, I can be patient. Not going to lie it would suck because I love my squad and I love all that was have accomplished and I am just so proud of them and us.
But what is more important than all of this is God, I’m waiting faithfully for him to perform a miracle and he is capable of anything, but it’s whatever his plan is, not my plan. I will wait and wait and wait faithfully for him to provide, he has before and he will always provide for me in the future. My God is big and powerful and bigger and better and there is no doubt or fears in my mind at this moment because I put my trust fully in him and anything he wants to do in my life.
If you would like to help support me and this journey and help me launch on time please pray and share with everyone you know and also if you feel led please donate.
Thank you all and God Bless!!!!
