I’m sitting on the phone right now with one of my oldest friends, Samantha, as I start this blog, and I am laughing. She is going on and on about how proud she is of the position of my heart.
The position of my heart.
Ha.
Too funny.
Ever since I applied for the World Race, God has put my spiritual life on a fast track.
I’d like to say that it’s been glorious but, to be frank, that would be one of the bigger lies I’ve ever told.
He has allowed things to happen in my life that were a blessing, and even things that ended up being a curse.
In my life, I have had seasons that I have given up on hearing from God, seasons that I just absolutely knew that God had to have left me. I have also had seasons that I felt God was closer than my own skin.
I know God. We’re pretty close.
Lately though, I’ve felt a little confused. If God and I are so close why the heck am I sitting in a season struggling with a ton of seemingly basic issues?
Well, I know that He works things out for the good of those who love Him and are called. (HEY! THAT’S ME!)
He’s doing everything that needs to happen IN me happen, so that soon, He’ll be able to work things out THROUGH me! How amazing!
So, yeah. I’d say the position of my heart is pretty dang good. It is ready. It is willing. Also, it is in His hands! (Which is really the only thing that matters.)
Happy New Years!
My prayer for each of you this year is that God blesses you 100 fold. I’m also praying that the position of your heart is right next to mine in the hands of the King.
All my love,
Jenessa
