We had the most gorgeous drive eveeeeer last night. Wish it had all been during daylight just so I could have taken it all in. Wanted to share some great download I got from Papa last night. It kinda just kept coming until I fell asleep so it kinda ends abruptly but every part of it was just so good and exactly what I needed and so here's to thought based vs sentence based blogs!
God's rad. Feeling more alive than I have since the road trip. Loving it.
God- Jed I want you back in the game. When you pray for healing anymore you don't believe what you're praying will work cause you haven't soaked yourself in it in a long time. Get back in my word and testimonies and get excited about what I'm up to! I miss you like crazy and this is what you were made for. You've been trying to do great things for me so you can be a mighty man with a legacy. Do great things for me case you love me and with that beingyoru focus I'll raise you up plenty and give you a legacy to be remembered by beyond what you can achieve through your own motives. When you focused on pleasing me for no other reasin than pleasing me you were never more alive, free, motivated, or highly favored. Get back to your roots! I need you there becasue lovers do more work than workers! I dare you to try and serach for me more than I search for you. You used to try to out give me, now try out searching me. I dare you. You need your friends back. Not just acquaintances, not just people who are great when they're there but people it legitimately hurts to lose and that you miss when you're not around. It's time to let people love you again and to actually whole hearredly invest in others again in a way that costs you something. Why not try living again? You always wonder what the "greatest treasure of your life" was that I promised to give you through the road trip and honestly it's not that I never answered my promise, it's that you got robbed of it through the scrutiny of others and the loss of a friend. I'm a faithful God of my promises though and this trip is your second shot at learning and getting everything I've meant for you all along. It's yours if youw ant it. Do you remember when we used to really dream together? I do and I really miss it cause I love the creativity I've put inside of you and it's a breath of fresh air. I made bliss for a reason, try some out for size. True freedom isn't found in running, but through my freedom, you'll have more fulfilling adventures than you'd ever dreamed possible. I'm God. I don't whisper sweet nothings. I stand behind every promise and affirmation I send your way. I have made you good, feelings of regret and wretchedness do not become you. You are loveable and there are those who would give their lives for you in a heartbeat but even more so if they were allowed to see the real you. ?Let go of the hurts of the Francesca's and Cristina's. Don't you believe that I can guard your heart better and keep you safer than you can ever do for yourself? When I protect, I don't close off, I place a filter of my blood that all must pass through. Don't survive, live! You say you're so happy and fine being single for life and love the idea of being martyred young but that's only because you forgot what it's meant to drink in the life I've set before you. My touch is the sweetest love song. My whisper the most perfect embrace. Drink me in. People will misunderstand your heart,love them anyways.
I love you,
God
