Dear Lord,
Let me keep it real with you if that is alright. I’m tired of it all. Lately, I have been focused on trying to please you and others that I’m worn from it all. My heart is exhausted from all the work I put in simple to breathe. You know the mistakes I have made but that does not matter to you. My hope fails me when I need it the most. The world crushes my soul but you give me rest. At this point, there is not much left within me that I can use to cry out to you. I want to see your redemption win this spiritual war that is going on inside of me right now. Please tell me when this struggling is over. I simply can’t deal with it right now. Only you my Lord can take this broken and frail heart of mine and make it whole again. You can raise a song out of me to help change this broken life of mine. Everything that is dead inside of me right now, you can resurrect so that I may use it in order to glorify you. Life comes much harder when I feel beat up and have no energy. Lately, I’ve felt too tired to even lift my eyes upon you Lord. The times that I feel like things are going great in my life something comes back full force. Again, I muster up enough energy deep within to call out to you for help and guidance. Even my prayers have been struggling. But with you there is no struggles because you have overcome this world for me. The love that you have for me always conquers the fear and the struggles I may be facing at the moment. You let your light shine in my darkest times to show me you are with me every step of the way. You are my lighthouse. I pray that over this year and every year after that that you help me to live in your truth, to know that I am born to be loved by you all so I can walk in your light. (John 3:21)
Your son,
Jason
