There has always been a radical trapped inside of me, a radical Christian, not a guy who straps a bomb to his chest but a Man who will give his life to the service of leaving the 99 to find the 1. I have hid and suppressed who I truly was on the inside, my true purpose for walking this earth. Not because of persecution but because of this drive inside of me to please my own desires and to build what I wanted for My life. Never taking the time to ask God for direction, just as…king him to bless my decisions. Of course the strong calling to serve on a greater level only grew louder. I struggled trying to balance the right amount to Christianity with the right amount to sin. So I found myself, many times, unhappy with what I built for my life and the decisions I made. Wondering why so many things fall apart, not liking the comments from coworkers. Many days I would hear the words hypocrite and other insults. I didn’t feel like a halfway Christian in my heart but what I was showing to the people around me was just that. A person who is merely serving himself except on Sundays. I made those decisions selfishly, not seeking Gods will. I couldn’t understand why I was judged so much more harshly than those who never even set foot in a church. “To whom much is given, must is expected” THATS WHY.
So here I am on the cusp of a life-changing journey. I am committed to no longer being only half or a portion of what God has built me to be. This journey I’m going on, for me, is a journey between He and I. A step out of my comfortable norms, into a journey of abandonment so God can complete his work in Me. I’m not perfect. I will stumble, I will fail somehow, I will fall, but I won’t turn back.
So what is this journey that I’m going on with God? It is called the World Race. Here is a video that will explain.
