something I know I’ve stated on numerous occasions.
the 66 people on this squad. Our goal? To ask the Lord a.) who He wanted us to
pull up as new squad leaders, and b.) what team changes needed to be made.
people around and prayed some more. Though it seemed like a huge undertaking,
it was really a beautiful process in which we drew near to Jesus and listened
to his voice.
sense in my natural understanding. But the underlying theme of our final draft
was PEACE. The three of us were confident that God had moved. We then prayed
for the squad to receive these changes with open minds and open hearts.
squad last July. That morning, I clearly heard him speak, “GRAFT.� There is one
place in Scripture (Romans 11) where this word is used, so that was a pretty
easy game. As He brought revelation to my heart, I wrote in my journal, “God, I
know this revelation is not only for me but also all of P Squad.�
Over the past few months, I asked the Lord if it was time to
share this word. His answer was repeatedly, “No,� until just the other day.
months!!
are wild olive branches that have been grafted into God’s cultivated olive
tree. This isn’t natural and most likely feels quite uncomfortable at first.
But over time, the blood of the cultivated tree runs through that branch.
Though it once felt so alien, eventually that little branch doesn’t feel a
difference between it and the tree to which it’s been grafted.
scar for remembrance, but it’s no longer wild.
be grafted in.’ Well said. Because of unbelief they were broken off, and you stand by faith. Do not be haughty,
but fear. For if God did not spare the natural branches, He may not spare you
either.”
me in this passage is FAITH. God calls us as wild branches to stand by FAITH
and FAITH alone. It is FAITH that allows us to stand at all and remain grafted
in the cultivated tree.
each of our lives, and it hurts. Change is hard. It makes the ground
feel unsteady, and it’s not comfortable. It exposes the depths of our hearts
and reveals the things we’ve clung to for stability other than Christ. At that
point, we’re forced to make a decision. Will we choose to stand by faith, or
will we choose to stand in unbelief?

each person on P Squad. These cards had the names of their new teammates
written on them, and we asked each person to take their note before the Lord.
They were instructed to turn off all ipods, computers, or other electronic
devices and find a quiet place to be with God. It was “go time.�
the day with their new teams.
training camp and force them to become very intimate very fast. Though it’s met
with some resistance by most at first, little do these racers realize just how
much they are going to need this family to make it through the year; how much they
will lean on this family in the good and the bad; and how much they will grow
to love these people.
exactly easy or “fair.�
FAITH this squad has chosen to walk in. Instead of anger and frustration, I saw
JOY. Instead of doubt and fear, I saw EXCITEMENT.
by the FAITHFUL GOD we serve.
sense.
is not lit.
Promised Land!
