You Make Me Brave

“You make me brave” Bethel Music:

 

I have heard you calling my name

I have heard the song of love that you sing

So I will let you draw me out beyond the shore

Into your grace

Your grace

You make me brave

You make me brave

You call me out beyond the shore

int to the waves

You make me brave

You make me brave

No fear can hinder now the love that made a way

 

This song has been on repeat nonstop for the past 48 hours. I need to hear, sing, and see these words right now. It has been such a hard 48 hours. I have not slept the last 2 nights.  I have a lot on my mind. Some things are changing really fast and other things are blooming that I never saw coming. I am trying to get my life ready for the next chapter. Preparing to go all over the world for 11 months. I would be lying if I said I was not afraid. 

It is very exciting but it is also a huge leap of faith. I do not know where the funding is going to come from nor when it will come in. How am I going to be able to afford this? What about my friends here in Korea, or back home in America. How are those relationships going to be affected. Am I going to remain friends or am I going to lose those? I know I will be with 50ish other people for a year, we are going to have our ups and downs and be family at the end, but is that enough? 

 

The things that God is calling me to let go of and cling to are very different ends of the spectrum. I am super afraid, This is not just a week or a month trip. This is an entire year. 

 

But No fear can hinder now the promises you made. No fear can hinder the love that made a way. 

God did not call us to a comfortable life. He called us to take up our cross and follow him. To leave everything we have. At the end of the day I know that will be enough for me. God is just getting my heart, mind, and spirit ready to do His work.  It’s not an easy or pretty process. I have doubts, but that’s the fear talking and I refuse to let it take hold of my life. 

 

“You show that you are a letter from Christ delivered by us, written not with ink but with the Spirit of the living God, not on tablets of stone but on tablets of human hearts.” 2 Corinthians 3:3

 

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