This year so far has been so much heart checking for me. The Lord is really calling me to dig deep and be bold and vulnerable. It’s hard…it’s scary…it’s needed.
When I signed up for the race and was accepted a year ago this month I knew change was going to happen in my life. I wanted it. I sought it out. However, since starting on the field, I have been nothing but a basket case of emotions inside.
I have struggled with making friends and feeling truly loved by my community. It has been something that I have been trying to figure out and praying for things to become more clear to me. Little by little the Lord is stripping me of my insecurities and the lies I have believed for some up to 20 years or more about myself.
My squad has been challenging ourselves and each other to leave things in Nepal that we don’t need and that Satan won’t have a stronghold on our lives anymore.
the only thing that comes to mind when I think about leaving all the bad and replacing it with truth is freedom. Being able to walk in freedom and speak truth over myself so much so that I actually start believing them.
I cant wait to see what the other months bring to my life and the freedom I will walk in come thanksgiving and how thankful I will be!!
