Hey guys! So I’m going to be extremely vulnerable with you all tonight so please bare with me.

God has revealed to me tonight during worship that I have been living a life of fear. Yes I have answered His call to go out but I’m fearful of what that truly means. I’m not comfortable sharing my story with people or even opening up about my past. I have a heart for God and at the same time God revealed to that I’m not really following after Him because I’m allowing fear to dictate my path instead of allowing the Holy Spirit to lead me. I’ve been leaning on my own personal strength to get through the day when things get rough instead of asking for strength and help, or even prayers from my brothers and sisters in Christ. God has convicted me tonight and has began to break down these walls of fear and peal back the layers piece by piece.

Thank you all for reading and if you would like to reach out and talk about something similar that you’re going through please do so. I love you guys!