One of the things I fear most is looking back on my life and wishing I would have done more and not lived so small.  Lewis poetically capturous this:

"Make your choice, adventurous Stranger,
Strike the bell and bide the danger,
Or wonder, till it drives you mad,
What would have followed if you had.”    C.S. Lewis

I must go to see the world, help the poor, and bring relief to the oppressed!  If I do not I will go mad sitting in my house, reading my books, pondering over maps, and sipping my coffee.  There are times for those things, but right now…I think not. 

"The world is not in your books and maps.  It's out there!"  Gandalf