Sometimes I doubt God is really listening when I pray.
Most times I doubt that I’ll have enough money in my World Race account by the
deadlines to continue.Sometimes I doubt my calling and gifts. I seriously wonder if I’m just making all this up. I constantly ask myself “can I really do this?”
I often doubt if my prayers really matter because sometimes my prayers feel like words bouncing off the wall.
Sometimes I doubt God really wants to give me good stuff so whenever I get something I really want,
I get scared because I think he’ll take it away soon.Sometimes I doubt I’m free because I feel like the little boy trapped behind the fence.
Sometimes I doubt if what I’m doing really matters. I LOVE what I am doing with my life but sometimes I wonder if any of it will matter in ten years (or worse, ten days).
Today, I’m thankful that Jesus is not intimidated by my doubts. I’m thankful that He knows my heart when my mind is scrambling in some other place.
I’m thankful that Jesus always responds to my failing heart with grace upon grace upon grace.
Be honest, what are some of your doubts?
