“This Christmas I have the world at my fingertips with no desire to be on top of it. I want to be where the least reside. I want to live among the hungry and the sick. I want to sit with the poor and be taught what it is to desperately need. I want to lose all hope in everything else apart from you and gain the riches of utter need and full dependance upon only you. I want my hunger and thirst for you to grow more desperate and greater with each day. That’s what I want, to deeply need. To desperately hunger and thirst for my Jesus.”
-My Annual Christmas journal entry 2014
