God has forever changed my life with these kids. I have learned to love no matter what. No matter if they are dirty as can be or if they are a little slobber monkey or snotty nosed and crying. I have learned to love more as Christ loves. I still have a long way to grow in this area but God has moved in a big way this month. I am now back in Manila and it is just weird there is not a better word for it. There have been 30 something of my squad here in Manila while the other 14 have been in Malaybalay. It has been hard transition coming back. I know that God has a plan and that there is a reason that He wants us to go through more transition periods this month and that through all of this that He is going to do a work in us that will be awesome! The first night that we were back here we had worship. God spoke to me that night. He told me that He has me right where He wants me. It was then that I realized that I had not delt with missing Africa and had just swept it under the rug. I realized that I am still fighting with God about being here in the Philippines and how I selfishly want to be back in Africa. I have heard from many people that God wants to use what He teaches me the rest of the race in Africa one day. Please pray that I would accept this and that I would make the most of every opportunity on the race and that most of all I will seek HIM. I am not sure what that means exactly but I am excited to find out ๐ Love Jaime
