What makes a person a tourist?  What makes a person say that they live in a place?  Where is the line?


I have been thinking through these questions.  I hate being a tourist.  I hate having to say that I am at a place just visiting.  I am not visiting, I am here to invest in the country and the poeple.  I want to be able to say in each country that I go to that I am living there.  I want to not be a tourist but a person living there.


The other day I was the tourist.  I will be a tourist for a few days in each country I visit before ministry truly starts.  It is something that I cannot change.  The World Race is set up so that I can say that I have lived in each of the countries that I visit and experience the culture.  Still at times I will be the trouist, visiting the tourist spots.  I look different from the people that live in the cultures.  My skin color is not the same.  It is obvious to tell that I am not from the country.  I will be called a foreigner.  My hope is that some day I will be in a country and be seen as a native because I understand the culture and the language.


I now start my adventure of being a resident.  I will live in Phmon Penh, Cambodia for a month.  I will partner witha  church and work beside it to help it grow.  Everyday I will live, work, and exist as a resident.  My heart is growing for Cambodia everyday.  The history of this country hits me and makes me want to cry.  Cambodia is a country the I know I will enjoy and it will gorw on me everyday. My heart reaches out to these people and their pain.  Hopefully I will say at the end of the month that I am not a tourist.  I have lived in Cambodia.