Today was an interesting day for me. My niece Harriet was going to perform for her preschool class at a local church. My sister and I dropped her off at her classroom and waited to enter the sanctuary. When we entered, we sat near the front because we wanted to watch the action. We sat down and waited for her to come out with her class. The time came and I saw Harriet. She was all excited. She walked by and did her weird look that she always does(If you know Harriet, you know what I am talking about). Then she saw her mom and started to cry. She did not want to go in front of the church. She wanted to be held and comforted by her mom. At that moment, I started to wonder what am I doing with my life and could I just go into my mom’s arms and be comforted.
As I have said before, I am moving to Colorado. Why am I moving there, I have no idea. If someone could enlighten me to why I feel the need to move again that would be great. I hate moving to unkown places or situations. The going through getting to know a new job and finding new friends. One nice thing about Colorado is that I do know some people, which is a bonus that I have not had in moving to Wyoming or going on The World Race. In the past few months, I have gotten the question of why from many people. I then get their thoughts on why I am moving. I don’t know why I am moving, I just know that God has asked me and I will do it obediently.
I am at a point where I have applied for jobs and worked hard to figure out where to live. I have an idea of what I am doing, but not completely. I just wish that I could run into my mom’s arms and have her comfort me at the times I am so unsure of myself. I may not be three years old like my niece, but I still like my mom’s comfort. I am glad that I have God to comfort me, but at times I would like my mom or dad to be there. I think everyone wants to be comfortable, but that is not what God has called me to. God has asked me to go and do, even when I do not fully understand it.
