My life is constantly changing. I never know from month to month where I will be. I go where God is calling me. I wait until I hear God speak to me and then I go. I feel like I am crazy at times and never know where I will end up.
I moved to Colorado in January. I felt God calling me to this place. I moved and stru
ggled. I learned a whole lot at the same time. I wish I could explain what I learned, but I am still in the processing stage. God is truly preparing me for something great in my life. I just wish I knew what this great thing is.
I left Colorado right before Memorial Day weekend to go to World Race training camp. I felt God ask me to do this in a step of faith. Sometimes we may never know where our steps of faith will take us. I walk in faith more times than I realize. When I was at World Race training camp, I found out that I was not going back to Colorado . What?? A place where I felt God calling me, a place I was getting comfortable with, a place that I just plain wanted to stay in for at least a year. God what are you doing. I was frustrated and annoyed at the same time.
After World Race training camp, I ended up leading a one week trip in New Orleans with AIM. I did this mainly because I wanted to see some friends in New Orleans , but I knew that God would show me things in that week to help guide me. I kept praying to God asking for answers. I went through the week and learned way more than I thought I was going to. The thing is, I never got a true answer.
The next stop on my trip was my home in South Dakota . I went to a place that I call my constant. It is in Sioux Falls and is called Falls Park . I know that no matter where I go, where I end up, or what I do that this place will always be there for me when I get home. I just sat there in front of the falls for half an hour asking God, ‘where am I going to next.’ I was in awe of the way the park had changed since I was a child and I went through my memories of my family and 
thought about how spread out we are. I love that fact that no matter where I end up in life, I can go back to this one place that has always been apart of my life and just see God in great ways.
God still has not shown me where I need to go. I have a feeling it may be in the southeast corner of the states, but am even unsure of this. I am looking. I just know that my greatest desire at this moment in time is to get a job teaching high school mathematics and help out in missions. I know that when I get my job, God will be in it completely and I just need to sit and wait.
