Writing this blog has been hard. Hard, because I will be making myself uncomfortable and vulnerable. Pride has kept me from doing so much and I don’t want to miss out on God’s blessing anymore. I have a tendency of repressing things and not letting people in on it, so I’m going to be vulnerable and let you in on a little secret.
For about 3 weeks now, the Lord has placed a certain image on my heart. An image that makes me very excited, but at the same time makes me question my sanity. I have always had a wild imagination. I’m a huge fan of Peter Pan and would rather not grow up and play pretend for as long as I can. So my imagination, it runs wild.
So what image do I keep seeing?
Well there is an arm stretched out holding a piece of paper. I reach out and take a hold of the paper and see what is on it. Every time I fall to my knees and praise the Lord as tears of joy run down my face. I cannot stop smiling and laughing, because the Lord is so good and never fails to amaze me. I’ve seen this image at a couple of places, recently it was at HEB in the ice cream aisle. I’ve seen it while at church service while we worship and praise the Lord. I’ve seen that same image in many different places. The same hand, the same white paper, and me falling to my knees. The only thing that changes is the background. The place where it all happens changes, but everything else remains the same.
Now, why am I sharing this with y’all. Well because as crazy as it may seem, that a stranger would hand me a white piece of paper and I would take it and fall to my knees, I believe it is a vision of something the Lord is going to do. But the Father is asking me to get uncomfortable and share what makes me anxious and scared. This not happening scares me and makes me anxious, because what if it doesn’t happen and I made it all up. But I am so confident that it will happen. And as I write this I feel the Lord saying, “I told you so.” I think these will be the words He will say when it all comes to pass.
Sometimes I over analysis it to the point that I think I’m making it up and I pray that I am not. I know I am not the only one that questions if this could really happen. How could a random stranger, someone who you have never meet and doesn’t even know you, give you something that the Lord knows you need? Well first of all, I have seen it being played out in my life in the last couple of months, as strangers or people who barely know me decide they want to partner up with me. I’ve heard and read the weirdest, craziest, supernatural things happening, like people seeing visions of certain people or things and then having it all come to pass, it’s not just in the Bible y’all it’s still happening today. I truly believe the Lord wants to do that. That He will speak to a specific someone, who will in turn look for a tiny girl with glasses who needs to hear what the Father has to say to hear through a slip of white paper.
But what if it doesn’t happen? Well I will still believe and trust the Lord, because I know He can do these crazy supernatural stuff that I will never come to understand. And maybe this vision isn’t for now, but for some time in the future, but He decided to give me a glimpse of what he will do a little early.
I probably sound crazy, but I am crazy enough to believe that the Lord will bless in a crazy supernatural unimaginable way. So now I ask that you would all pray with me. Pray that this image, vision would come to pass. I think even if we didn’t pray it would happen, but I also know that the Lord would love to hear us lifting this up and asking him to show up. And if I can be honest here, I really want to know what is on that white piece of paper. 🙂
