Dear Calvary Chapel Mountain View,

none of that happened.
Instead, I'm pretty sure I was warmly greeted, handed a little bulletin and ushered in. I lurked in the very back row to the left. All the way in the back as far away from the pulpit as possible.
I'm not sure what I was expecting: dancing with snakes, tamborines,
people holy-rolling like crazies mumbling gibberish,
a preacher wearing an Armani suit…
maybe a gold-capped tooth or two…
who would say "Jesus" with three syllables…
'Jee-zuz-ah'…
who would guilt trip me into wanting to sign over my bank account to the church.
A bunch of hypocrites.
I was expecting the worst,
but God gave me His best that day.
As I looked around, albeit no one else was in pajamas, I saw a lot of jeans and t-shirts.
Something so simple disarmed me.
As crazy as it seemed, no one asked me for money or passed anything around to collect.
I couldn't believe I wasn't going to get ripped off…
And then I heard Rick & Mendy leading worship, the music almost compelled me to chill out.
(But I wanted to stay angry.)
I wondered what would cause people to sing out with such love…
and then Pastor Rick Franks came up.
I noticed 3 things that I found alarming & striking to my misperceptions:
- He was not wearing an Armani suit & had no gold teeth. He looked like an "ol' surfer dude…kinda dressed up."
- He stood up there meekly, and never once shouted.
- When he taught the Word of God with love & authority, I could not help but listen to the teaching.
It just didn't seem right.
I felt something inside fighting.
I felt myself dying.
the Gospel was preached.
The full Gospel.
My heart stirred.
Something in my soul cried out.
(and I felt tears pouring down my face)
I wanted to pray too — but would God have me?
Jesus saw me. He found me.
I was expecting the worst,
and God gave me His best.
[John 3:16]
Love changes everything.

And that was just the beginning of eternity for me.
Calvary Chapel Mountain View, you have fed me the Word, prayed for me, loved me through thick & thin, patiently discipled me with grace & truth, and have given me a place to grow in Christ and exercise my gifts. (And I would contend that we have some of the best huggers in the world at this place too!)
amazing & loving church home!
I'm going on mission — but you're coming with me in my heart and in my prayers.
xoxo,
your Missionary Mel
