God has me in a place where He is really showing me myself and how I present myself to others. Presentation is one end of it perspective is the other. The Lord knows my heart and man judges outward appearence. Man only sees the outward man.
The Lord is trying to take me to a place that is more transparent, which is a place i have never walked. And i would call that place freedom. Sometimes the Lord has to slap us in the face. And even then it is hard because that slap is a wake up call. We have to come out of our slumber and walk out of the nightmare of the past. And walk toward Him and with Him. We don’t necessarily know how to do that, it is new ground.
I know God is pleased with me because I am here. My course is guided by the one great Constant. The Almighty. Now I have to seek the Lord again and listen for His voice and turn to the rigt or to the left and go forward with Him. Wherever He says. I know if you are reading this it is very general. But I have always had trouble dealing with new people. Because of past pains in my life. The Lord doesn’t want me to live from those core beliefs. Core beliefs are where all of our behavior comes from. My core beliefs are based in fear. God has not called me to live in fear. My job is to let Him change me. He is currently breaking the pot. So He can reshape it. I am more than an overcomer in Christ, who makes all things new. So now I turn to Him.
