We came into Malaysia not sure what would come out of it. After the rude treatment we received from the bus driver as a “welcome” to Malaysia, we weren’t sure what we were cut out for. Now, three weeks later, we are leaving to never be the same again. The chains that bound us have been broken, the walls that were put up around our hearts have been knocked down, the hurt and pain that we held for years have vanished – all because we were able to seek God and go deeper in Him.
Teaching English is not my gift. After reading a few of my posts you will see that; however, I found a new passion for it. I taught English to students from the ages of 5 to 13 twice a week, and I did fun activities with 5 to 16 year olds once a week. A new passion arose in me as I saw the students’ eagerness and excitement week after week. We were able to make learning English fun and rewarding. We sent them home with two activities on Saturday, and I am really excited to see how well they did! Our students are very smart and it is very hard to leave them, but I know the next sets of teachers that are coming in are going to be wonderful! I am constantly amazed by how our Father uses different circumstances to take us deeper in Him.
Yet, in the middle of everything that God is doing, I have to fight off the lies of Satan…
How dare you?
How dare you think you have control of my mind and the right to feed lies to me?!
How dare you make me believe that I am not beautifully made in His image?!
How dare you say I can’t go deeper in my relationship with God?!
We all need to believe and see our worth through our Father’s eyes and not believe the lies that the enemy tells us.
I am the child of the Most High God. I am made with such beauty that my Father looks at me and sees rubies. I am groomed to be a woman of integrity and of worth. I am a woman of virtue, a woman after God’s own heart. Nothing can or will separate me from my Father.
