If you had to describe me in 2 words, odds are they wouldn't be
LOSER and QUITTER
but they probably should be
I've lost my sense of normalcy
quit my own plans
quit the American dream
lost my status
at times I lost my patience, my composure, and my marbles
quit trying to act like I have it all together
I quit smoothing over my testimony of divorce
and lost my fear of rejection
today I handed in my resignation at work
on December 9th, I will officially quit my job
I lost my safety net
I've also lost count of how many times I've gotten to share about Jesus with complete strangers
patients
students
coworkers
passengers in airplanes
cashiers
baristas
church family
janitors
sales assistants at stores
friends
acquaintances
family
I lost my fear of witnessing
I lost all kinds of fears, really
I lost my hesitation
I quit holding back
I quit because Christ acquitted me
I lost so I may gain Christ
and whoa… losing and quitting is SO worth it
