Stepping OUT of Limbo and Into My Destiny
As I sat in my first day of Bethel Atlanta Supernatural School of Ministry I couldn’t help but feel like I finally found my treasure.
All in one moment I realized that all of my life has brought me to this point to be in a room filled with people that are on fire for Christ and want to see His love manifest in healing, love, freedom, honor, and helping others have an encounter with Him. It made it all worth it! Every struggle, every battle, every tear that fell, every moment of pain was all worth it to be right where I was sitting in BASSM.
MY heart was filled with truth, love, joy, and peace tonight. I am not alone, I am not crazy, and seeing His miracles manifest IS a normal part of life. Tonight I was finally given permission to be exactly who God called me to be with no apologizes, no holding back, no judgment, and no condemnation. I was given permission to dream even bigger dreams and it felt real!
During this last season “Living in Limbo” the Lord showed me many things about my life and what He was doing in it. He used many people to speak words of knowledge, prophecy, and words of encouragement to remind me that I am right where He wants me to be. But this did not come easy. I still went through many struggles of doubt, frustration, and loneliness in limbo however, I learned a lot.
One of the pivotal moments that happened to me, during this season of limbo, was at a random house, with random people that I didn’t even know worshiping outside under the stars singing United Pursuit’s “Nothing I hold on to.” The Lord reminded me of singing this song at training camp. As I started to remember every detail of that night so many emotions came flooding back to my memory. As I stood with my hands lifted high, toes feeling the grass beneath me, and my eyes looking up at the stars the words hit me even stronger than at training camp…
I lean not on my own understanding
My life is in the hands of the Maker of heaven
I give it all to You God
trusting that you’ll make something beautiful out of me
There’s nothing I hold on to
There’s nothing I hold on to
I will climb this mountain with my hands wide open
I will climb this mountain with my hands wide open
There’s nothing I hold on to
There’s nothing I hold on to
While singing it with even more depth of understand of what these words that I spoke over my life over a year and a half ago The Lord began to show me that He had taken me through so much during that time and that He was proud of me. He was proud of me because I climbed many mountains with my hands wide open and there was nothing that I hold on to.
He was proud of me because I have learned how not to be anxious and to trust Him completely. He showed me that I have completely trusted Him. I have given Him my life & my future, I have entrusted my family & friends to Him, and I have even given up my bed in complete surrender. I have truly let go of everything.
He then showed me Luke 12:22-34 (which I was also given before the race)
Do Not Be Anxious
22 And he said to his disciples, “Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat, nor about your body, what you will put on. 23 For life is more than food, and the body more than clothing. 24 Consider the ravens: they neither sow nor reap, they have neither storehouse nor barn, and yet God feeds them. Of how much more value are you than the birds! 25 And which of you by being anxious can add a single hour to his span of life?[c] 26 If then you are not able to do as small a thing as that, why are you anxious about the rest? 27 Consider the lilies, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin,[d] yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. 28 But if God so clothes the grass, which is alive in the field today, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, how much more will he clothe you, O you of little faith! 29 And do not seek what you are to eat and what you are to drink, nor be worried. 30 For all the nations of the world seek after these things, and your Father knows that you need them. 31 Instead, seek his[e]kingdom, and these things will be added to you.
32 “Fear not, little flock, for it is your Father’s good pleasure to give you the kingdom.33 Sell your possessions, and give to the needy. Provide yourselves with moneybags that do not grow old, with a treasure in the heavens that does not fail, where no thief approaches and no moth destroys. 34 For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.
He showed me that I truly know and have lived these verses and now my treasure and my heart are aligned. Bethel Atlanta is my heart and Bethel Atlanta Supernatural School of ministry is my treasure. It has all been worth it! I am right where I am suppose to be.
If you would like to partner with me in unwrapping my treasure completely I still need to raise about $1,500 to be fully funded for BASSM. Please contact me if the Lord is calling you to support the work He is doing in me and here in Atlanta! He is bringing Heaven to Earth here in Atlanta and I am so excited that I get to be a part of it!
If you would like to support me please contact me at
Cell: 304-380-4005
Email: [email protected]
Address:
1620 Temple Ave.
College Park, GA 30337
