Living in Limbo
Starting the summer semester of CGA I was very excited to step into it with new eyes and hands open to see how the Lord would lead. I started my internship with the Bethel Sozo Ministry and it was the best thing that has happened to me yet! Two weeks later I met with the founder of CGA and he began to tell me that the CGA business track that I was in was going to dissolve and that I needed to look at different options.
Our conversation defiantly threw me through a loop to say the least. I told him that I was committed to CGA and seeing the business track succeed and that I had committed for a year and wanted to follow it through. He then said that things were changing with the program and that it would be best for me to leave the program because there wouldn’t be one in the fall.
After our conversation I had a lot to think about. The next couple of days were long and rough. I wrote down what I still want at this point and where I wanted to go from here. I knew I still wanted to learn and grown and that I still wanted to be involved with the ministries here in Atlanta. I spoke with several people about a few different programs here in Atlanta but still nothing was opening. I know my time of growing and learning to develop my ministry/business is not over yet so I wanted to find a way to develop my own CGA program for myself.
The last couple of months I feel that I have been living in limbo. I have tried to live my life as normal as possible with the uncertainty of everything however it hasn’t been easy. The things that I have learn for sure during this season of limbo is that I am supposed to be here in Atlanta, that I love being a part of the Bethel community, and that I still need to develop my knowledge about businesses and ministries.
I do have a supernatural peace that the Lord has me where He wants me and that this next chapter is going to be big for me personally and for my vision. I don’t know where I will live or what I will be doing at the end of August but for now I am at peace and letting the Lord lead.
Today was the first day that I have gotten an open door to taking a step out of this season of limbo. I was accepted into the Bethel Atlanta Supernatural School of Ministry (BASSM) and it has brought me so much joy and peace. I don’t know how I am going to go to BASSM but God is moving and I need to trust Him.
With this next step I will need to raise money so I can go to BASSM. I need to raise $750 by September 7, 2014 and commit to $250 a month for the next 7 months for a total of $2,500 for the first year of school. (If you would like to support me in going to BASSM please contact me at 304-380-4005 or [email protected] for more details) I am excited to see how He is going to show up for this next chapter not only in financial ways but in the lives around me with His supernatural healing hand!
Please keep me in prayer as I am looking for housing and a job is in my field and will allow me to take a step towards what I want to do. It is encouraging to know that so many people read my blogs still and are invested in my life. The Lord is moving in amazing ways here in Atlanta and I wouldn’t be able to be a part of it without your support and prayers. Thank you!
