This blog might be
very shocking to many, so prepare yourself.
very shocking to many, so prepare yourself.
Sex, it’s a topic that we don’t talk about, but it’s time to stop
thinking that way! The world is covered
in sexual immorality and I personally, as well as the rest of the girls I’m
with this month are tired of living in it. We all have it in us, some it’s very evident but others it’s hidden deep
within.
thinking that way! The world is covered
in sexual immorality and I personally, as well as the rest of the girls I’m
with this month are tired of living in it. We all have it in us, some it’s very evident but others it’s hidden deep
within.
For me sexual
immorality caused me to believe lies about myself. At the age of 16 I lost my virginity,
however, I didn’t want it, but because I felt that things would change in my
relationship I didn’t say I didn’t want it, so it happened and it caused me
pain both physically and emotionally. I
didn’t accept this for what it was and because of that it caused problems in
the rest of the relationships I’ve had. It’s lead me to lie to others about my virginity, it’s lead me to allow
being used by giving in to one night stands, it’s lead me to believe that I
wasn’t worthy of love and that they only way I could gain love was to give into
more sexual immorality, and it’s lead me to use my looks to get attention but
at the same time when I didn’t get attention would think that I wasn’t
beautiful.
immorality caused me to believe lies about myself. At the age of 16 I lost my virginity,
however, I didn’t want it, but because I felt that things would change in my
relationship I didn’t say I didn’t want it, so it happened and it caused me
pain both physically and emotionally. I
didn’t accept this for what it was and because of that it caused problems in
the rest of the relationships I’ve had. It’s lead me to lie to others about my virginity, it’s lead me to allow
being used by giving in to one night stands, it’s lead me to believe that I
wasn’t worthy of love and that they only way I could gain love was to give into
more sexual immorality, and it’s lead me to use my looks to get attention but
at the same time when I didn’t get attention would think that I wasn’t
beautiful.
I’m tired of
Christians saying they are free and not walking in it or not really letting go
of the bondage that they are trapped in. Christ has called us to a higher standard! Now we have to chose to walk in it. This world is covered in sexual sin and if we
want the younger generations and our friends that don’t know Christ to believe
that sexual immorality is wrong then we as Christians need to be leaders in
that!
Christians saying they are free and not walking in it or not really letting go
of the bondage that they are trapped in. Christ has called us to a higher standard! Now we have to chose to walk in it. This world is covered in sexual sin and if we
want the younger generations and our friends that don’t know Christ to believe
that sexual immorality is wrong then we as Christians need to be leaders in
that!
I’ve spent today
sending e-mails to those that had something to do with this and I’ve asked for
forgiveness from them for the things I did against them but most of all I want
them to know that the things they did to me have been forgiven! For those reading this who I may have cause
to stumble by the things I wore please forgive me. Today lead me to much more freedom and
awareness of who I am in Christ. I Am
Spoken For!
