When I was 16 I put up an elaborate 8 by 6 foot world map in my room. It had me dreaming of places I’ve never been, people that I hope to meet, and cultures I wish to encounter. It was then that God stirred in my heart a calling to go into the nations, to proclaim His name, to make an impact, even for just one person. Simply seeing the countries on the map could not do it justice for me. I knew I wanted to experience them in person. As the time came to apply for colleges, I knew in my heart that college would not be the next stop on my journey into the “real world.” Instead, God had it designed for me to go someplace else, actually 5 other places. What a magnificent surprise it was as God so carefully and clearly unfolded each of these places to me. Colombia, Ecuador, Cambodia, Thailand, and Albania. Ministry that will vary from teaching English, to leading VBS, to simply serving. Nine months of missions beginning in September. I know that our God is faithful and that He loves each person around the world so deeply. I am honored to get the chance to love on even a fraction of those.
Looking back on my life, I know there are a million moments that led me to make this decision. I know my church, Fellowship Bible Church, has been a constant influence in my life, teaching me to be a world-changing follower of Jesus. At the end of each school year for the past 5 years in my small group, we have written letters to our senior selves. Our leader has been periodically mailing each one to us throughout our senior year. Several months ago, I received one from my 16-year-old self.
April 29, 2015
I sit here writing this letter at the last cell group of sophomore year. The weather is perfect, and the shining sun brings a smile to my face as I reflect upon all God has done this year. I began to get discipled this year by my leader Jordan. She is such a wonderful influence on my life. She suggested we read the book, Multiply, and God taught me through it that when He says “go,” He means it. In fact, it made me begin to desire to take a gap year after high school. Now I realize that as you read this, you will know if that desire has become a reality. As for myself right now, I am praying God will show me where He wants me to go. I know He is good. He is sufficient. I can be excited about where He is going to take me.
Little did I know at the time how truly magnificent the Father is. If I would have known everything God had planned for me throughout the last two years of high school, I would have been more than just excited. I would have been ecstatic and overjoyed and anxiously awaiting the Designer of the universe to show me all the places He would take me. Oh, how wonderful is our God.
I am so overwhelmed and utterly grateful for the support that I have already received. I have every confidence that God will provide for my needs. If you would like to support me on this journey, I specifically ask for prayer. The next year will be full of challenges but also so many rewards. If you feel led to financially support me, the easiest way is to click the donate button toward the top of the page.
Thank you so so much.
Because He loves us,
Harper