I love learning. I love growing. I love motivational quotes. I love becoming a better version of myself.
Scripture says in Colossians 3:23-24, ‘Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward. You are serving the Lord Christ.’
God calls us to do our best with Him. My mind has the natural tendency to want to work for Him. I know that my entry into heaven is not something I can earn, but sometimes my heart forgets that. The enemy has long taunted me with the desire to be perfect. It’s so unachievable and the fall can be incredibly heartbreaking. I have an inkling that this is something that many of my other brothers and sisters in Christ also struggle with. Our society worships perfection. Being the best is idolized in almost every sector.
On the race, this desire of mine has come to light, during my quiet times with the Lord. His heart for this is not out of condemnation, but instead, in His desire for freedom in my life. Behind the fun Instagram, put-together outfits, and big smile, is sometimes a very anxious person. An imperfect woman who wants the approval from others, instead of finding it in her heavenly father. The Lord is pouring out grace, and encouraging me to let go, time and time again.
I’m working on my heart knowledge. When I start to feel anxious or overwhelmed, I take a step back and evaluate the cause with God. Who am I really doing this for, and with who’s strength?
The freedom that comes from surrendering control to God, is way more fulfilling than any achievement I can earn. And that is the motivation I have for the future.
If you find yourself caught up in anxiety and loads of pressure, I encourage you to really press into whose glory you are living for; the earthly or the eternal.
