A week from today, I will be in the middle of launch….launching from the life I have grown so comfortable with.
I am not home yet, I haven't even started packing.
It almost feels like the World Race is a whole other life of mine that I am hiding from myself so that I don't freak myself out.
I am listening to Europe's song "Final Countdown," (call it trash if you want, its my jam) .
Oh Europe, stop writing songs about my life and get your own material, my life is too fragile for this charade.
I feel like I am living in a final countdown….
I mean in a week I will be in D.C. and a little after that I will be in Africa.
Everytime I think about it, I shock myself with my thoughts….thoughts like,
"Maybe I could like extend it and leave in July…"
But then I remember I will still have to deal with this, and God told me to leave in January, so I am SOL (stuff out of luck).
I know this will be a good change, a good type of hard, a good challenge, and one not to run away from.
But I am standing on the edge of a plunge, and its one of the scariest feelings when I let myself feel it.
I am trying not to self medicate myself with books and media, but its so hard because then I have to face the truth that I am leaving and the person who I am now is never coming back.
It's good and its scary here in the Final Countdown (channeling a little bit of the Twilight Zone here).
So to all my supporters, thank you. Without you, I would be putting off what God wants me to do. I wouldn't be launching if I did not have you guys pushing me.
To my beloved P-Squad, in the words of Europe,
"We're leaving ground (leaving ground)
Will things ever be the same again?
It's the final countdown"
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I still need about $7,000 dollars to be FULLY FUNDED! I know its a lot, but God has brought me to $8,500 through His kingdom, and I know He will provide again. Will you be apart of what God is doing? You can by clicking the Support Me link on the left hand menu there! Thanks guys! I couldn't do this without you!
