If I could describe to you everything that has happened in the past couple of days with God, it would be trying to cram the world's largest dictionary into a mouse hole, its not possible.
I asked a simple question and seemed to explode on me….
I said God, make a certain part of my life, which I felt was dead, alive to You.
And so…it started.
The dealing with.
He is dealing with so much about me personally, I am struggling to keep up with what He is doing.
Actually I am not keeping up and its become quit chaotic in this mess I call myself.
God try to explain in simple terms for me, because really I need simple terms. He is trying to really get me to see the picture of what is going on and why I have been crying every other day it seems, or maybe everyday. I am not sure, but its alot.
God basically waited till I would listen and then gave me this revelation.
Science knows more about space than the deep ocean….
Think about it….
Space represents everything going on outside of you.
The ocean is you.
I am a deep ocean.
With so many things unexplored. Unknown creatures lurk within the deep waters. So many hidden caverns that remain mysterious.
The deeper you go, the more pressure there is. There is a point where you can longer physically live under the pressure, and that is where all these things are coming from. I could not reach them on my own, but I asked God to reveal them to me.
So He dug down deep and brought to surface all that lays down inside of me that I do not know…all the things He wants to deal with. All these things that honestly seem to be flooring me and I cannot deal with them on my own.
He is doing amazing things though, because I do not know what to do with these rotting things…but He does.
He is sending me wisdom and revelation through situations where I mess up. Through leaders and mentores in my life. Through His Holy Spirit!
Although these deep ocean things have questions I cannot answer, I can ask God for them.
In Jeremiah 33:3 it reads:
"Call out to me. I will answer you. I will tell you great things you do not konw. You will not be able to understand them."
So although I do not understand the answers or why cleaning out rotting things requires hard tasks and hard answers, He is telling me how to deal with it.
He is giving me the keys to unlock a new level of freedom, a new level of relationship with Him.
Call out to God, He answers and has the answers…
