As I was sitting here preparing to write this first blog post, I honestly can’t imagine what I should say. I have never been very good at putting my heart into words or my thoughts into formed ideas that make sense to the rest of the world (my roommate can surely testify to that point). Today, with the rain coming down outside I had no words. I was sitting there blank. Not empty, just didn’t know where to start.
So, I guess I will start where it is most uncomfortable. I am planning on leaving the country in July of 2015 as a member of a team of believers traveling to 11 different countries to provide support to local churches and established ministries through Adventures in Missions. My decision to “go” was not widely accepted.
As a kid, I grew up following my parents on their journey as missionaries. I never realized how hard it was to be on the front lines of ministry until I faced some criticism. I was in a place where my world was being shaken but I am confident in His calling me into this next phase of my life. I didn’t have an answer for the long-term time frame of things but I do have the answer for right now and it is to “go”.
I have never been so scared. I will be leaving behind family, friends, and a community that I love. I don’t know if God is using this opportunity to show me I am purposed for long term missions but I do know he wants me to spend those 11 months serving him without distraction. I wish I had an answer to give you. All I know is that this is a very real opportunity for me and I believe that He will lead me in whatever His will is.
A verse that expresses my feelings as I look forward to joining the World Race is Proverbs 3:5-8, “Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him and he will make straight your paths. Be not wise in your own eyes; fear the Lord, and turn away from evil. It will be healing to your flesh and refreshment to your bones.” I am excited and hopeful to see what God is going to do in the countries we will be serving in. He is truly worth serving and I am ready to go.
Thank you all for the role you have played in my life.
God Bless!
Hannah Earl
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