I wanted to share the most amazing experience I had and to ask for prayers.
On the 6th of October I was reading my bible and all the sudden I got this overwhelming emotional feeling come over me. It hit me so hard that I got on my knees and started praying out loud asking God to let me know somehow that I was making the right decision and to take my fear of the unknown from me. It impacted me so hard that I couldn’t control myself I just started balling. Once I was finished praying I went to whip the tears that fell on my bible off and they had landed on a verse Revelations 21:7 “Those who overcome will inherited all things, and I shall be his king and he my son”. Suddenly It felt like a brick was lifted from my chest and I could finally have the courage to tackle the things that needs to be done before I leave next October. Which leaves me to me next subject I know I am going to need all the help I can get and I am now a firm believer in the power of prayer. I am going to list these things in my life that need to be conquered and asking anyone willing to bless me with prayer to persevere.
1. Move from my boyfriend’s house in Carlsbad NM to my home town in New Caney TX
2. Find a job once I am moved for funding
3. Seek counseling to confront my past of family struggles and being molested as a child
4. To not buy into the enemy’s lies like I’m not good enough, I’m stupid, or I’ll never be able to raise the funds
5. Conquering my pride to ask for help and not be afraid to approach people about my ministry
6. Not to think of this process as a Burdon of stress, but a blessing of radical change to put me on the right path so I can get the most out of my experience With God through the World Race and be equipped in doing what I have been called to do for so long.
