As I sat in my tent the other day I was reminded of my constant need for Christ. I am reminded that only He can truly fulfill me.
I am selfish
I am broken
I am in constant need of His grace and His mercy.
“ALL I WANT IS YOU” is the song that my soul sings, but my flesh battles and says otherwise.
You need this you need that… when you get home you need to be doing this.
The doubts flood my mind.
I realize that I am so bad at making Him enough in my life. It is so easy to look to earthy desires and to take things into my own hands thinking that I can do a better job.
“I CHOOSE YOU” is the cry of my heart, but my flesh craves more, it craves more when all I really need is Jesus.
Its easy to look to relationships with friends or family for the comfort I need to go on.
Its easier for me to sit in my head than to talk it out with God.
There is something comfortable about it.
Fear and doubt weasel their way into my head clouding just for a second.
“Only I can fulfill you child.”
Those words.. so simple but so calming.
They bring me back to the reality that God has got me.
God isn’t just there at random… He knows my every move.
Im not going to make everyone happy all of the time.. and that’s where I need to not shy away.
I am under the shadow of His wings.. He will never leave me or forsake me.
The cry of my heart will always be for more of the Lord!
“Only I can fulfill you child.”
Thank you Lord for loving me even when I fall short!
“Though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet my unfailing love for you will not be shaken nor my covenant of peace be removed,” says the Lord, who has compassion on you.”
{Isaiah 54:10}
Hanna
