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I am so selfish.
I am so unworthy.
yet Jesus blesses me over and over. 
and with something that I didn’t think I deserved or was ready for.

Jesus I can’t help but cry thinking of how much you love me.
AMEN
I am in love with you.

Let my steps be towards light.
leaving darkness behind forgetting the days when I didn’t know you.

Jesus,
Protect their hearts. As they start their work nights tomorrow and another customer leaves I pray that they will hear your name. That you died and rose for them. For their specific heart. That when their little bodies can’t escapte the hands of another buyer their hearts will come home to you.
Jesus I am so so so small but show me how to follow how to speak and shine your love to those around me. I love you Jesus. I love you over and over and over. I love you so much. Thank you for knowing my heart and still loving me more than I could fathom.

When I look at my life now compared to before I knew Jesus I can’t help but smile.
My heart has become incandescent.
I am happy. I am loved. I am saved.

but it can’t stop there. I don’t deserve salvation and I most certainly can’t pretend that its okay to sit here with a gift like this that has been given to me. I hold a gift that saves lives and rescues hope. Its time to run now instead of waiting for some trip to prompt me to share his name. He placed me on this island for a reason and I know its not just for the sake of my own heart.