- I expect to be utterly and humbly graced and forever changed by the almighty presence of Jesus
- I expect to learn what it truly means to be accepted and accept others as brothers and sisters of Christ
- I expect to see God’s presence transform my communities perspective on his presence in the world
- I expect to be hungry, tired, smelly, sore, and wake up with a smile on my face..even if it’s in a room full of bugs
- I expect to come away from this not with answers but with questions
- I expect to eat new and interesting foods
- I expect to fail at living in intentional community but I also expect to learn from my mistakes
- I expect to question just how my ministry is changing lives or my own
- I expect to leave the burdens of my troubled past on the race
- I expect to forgive myself and others in ways I never thought possible
- I expect to be frustrated with language barriers but expect my love for music, dancing, and simple smiles to speak when words cannot
- I expect to lose physical strength and stature but in return grow strong in the spirit of Jesus Christ
- I expect to fall in love with strangers, faraway lands, ministry hosts, and my team
- I expect to cry tears of joy, and unfortunately tears of sorrow
- I expect to stand in awe and disbelief at the undeniable presence of the lord in the most gut wrenching circumstances
- I expect to pick up my cross each day for the lord and give my testimony to each and every person that the lord tells me is in need of it
- I expect to be nervous when it comes to spreading the gospel, but I also expect the lord to intervene and give me his unwavering peace and confidence. As 2 Corinthians 4:7 states “we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us”.
- I expect to have uneasiness about the world’s suffering but I also expect to have a sense of empowerment that with the lord is in control
- I expect to be homesick, not of the place per se but more so missing the luxuries of clean showers, beds, burgers, clean laundry, and air conditioning
- I expect to read the word and pray more intentionally than I ever have in my life
- I expect to fall in love with Christ and his kingdom. I expect to see just how deep and unconditional his love reaches to his followers
- I expect to give my time, worldly possessions, thoughts, and heart to those I meet and still not fully understand just how much Jesus gave to us.
All in all I am hesitant to have expectations for this journey as I know it will be a year like no other. From my extensive blog creeping I know that racers warn against having expectations. Races thus far in my life have consisted of running track. My team has thrived by a few main mottos.
1) Celebrate life
2) The journey is the goal
3) Run recklessly, agressively, and enthusiastically
These will be my principles as I prepare for the race and I am anxiously awaiting the Lord's guidance on this journey.
