so im typing with one hand…. i broke my 4th metacarpal on my left hand 2 weeks ago. so now all i have left is to rely on God.
i think this is becoming a theme lately. my worrying about the support raising, worrying about my health, my preparation … once again i am reminded how i am not the one in control.. but rather He is.
having almost zero to limited use of my body while tending to a hand with 4 pins sticking out a quarter inch of the back of my hand — i have come to realize what the trend will be on this trip. me relinquishing my desires for His desires. diminishing my pride in order to glorify his.
my expectations is to be broken down in ways i never knew. to use my mind, body, heart and soul to represent him. by doing this i hope to come back to the states a changed Christian man. i dont know what plans he has for me or any of you but i know i trust Him and where He is guiding me. i dont like to look ahead and speculate too much especially when it comes to this trip. i dont watch the vids from racers or read too many blogs… i fear i will have a false sense of hope when arriving to each location. i want it all to be fresh and new so that i can experience it for the first time.
i wish my hand wasnt hurting so bad… and i had more time to write this… my laptop crashed and burned so i-net access is few and far between… boo hoo.
so i will update or add to this later….
later everyone!!!
