so, i've been a bit freaked these past weeks. why you ask? well, the reason is simple:funds: i'm still 2,000$ behind on my first goal and i really just want it met now, just for my mind to be a t peace. This isn't how God wants it, it's never how he's wanted it.
my trip to Albania cost me 2,000$ he met that fund in a month. Why won't he do it again?
He will and the way he has affirmed that is with my family. Everyone i have talked to has affirmed that 2,000$ in a month is nothing and i will get it and i will go; that when god wants something to happen it will and i know that even in the off chance i don't get the funds and can't go on the race God still has a place and work for me to do.
A great example was tonight: i was walking to my car after a nice dinner with some friends and a man named Boston asked me if i had anything to help him out with i told him i did not,but i was more then willing to buy him a slice of pizza and wait with him till his ride came. He took up my offer of the pizza but said i didn't need to wait around with him; he was going to visit his dad over at windsor retirement home and he just wanted to wander by himself for a bit.
This was just one of many examples of how god has us and loves us and gets us. we need to just listen and trust him. he knows what is best for us and loves to answer our prayers and send us off to work and let us know that he is bigger then anything and that love is all that matters. He loves for us to talk to him and release everything to him. it's ok to panic; it's ok to fear,etc. we just need to cast our fears onto him; he cares for us. the great theologian Stevie Wonder once said that, "he's the only free psychologist" and that's the truth.
just have a a talk with with God. he knows; he cares; he hears; he heals.
