Half-way through spring semester and let me tell ya, life is crazy. I don’t recommend trying to fundraise for the World Race while being a full time college student, college athlete, having a job or two, and while also serving on other leadership positions on campus. But for some reason God believes in me a whole lot.
My life seems like a roller coaster. Always going here and there, doing this or that. Sometimes I don’t feel good enough at all to be going on this trip, and sometimes I probably feel too good to go on this trip. Sometimes I’m completely convinced I will raise enough money for this trip, then other times I think there is no way I could ever get enough money. Sometimes I am ready to leave it all behind, and other times I cry because how can I leave all this? But through this crazy mess God is teaching me something:
“Be still my child, this is what you were made to do. Trust me. Believe in me like I believe in you. I will provide you with all that you need. You will never be without as long as you are walking with me. Leave your burdens and troubles with me. I fill up your cup daily. Trust me.”
It is really cool to see how God is already breaking down certain parts of my life and preparing me for the next journey He is taking me on. He has already given me amazing squadmates, that I feel as if they have been in my life forever. I want to scream and cry because I am so joyful with this life He has given me. I pray that I remember all the words He keeps telling me above throughout the next few months.
“For everyone who asks, receives. Everyone who seeks, finds. And to everyone who knocks, the door will be opened.” -Matthew 7:8
PS: I know it doesn’t say it on my blog but I am easily over 25% funded after some of my recent fundraisers and donations!!! Thank you all for your never ending love and support.
God is not done with me or this journey yet though, and for that I am very very thankful.
Blessings,
Gabbi 🙂
