Today was another perfect day made by our generous, thoughtful, and loving God. I got to go to church with my youngest sister. the sermon was about living out your mission, and what you have been called to do. The title was “GO”. It was so much of what I needed to hear to push me in this point of life.
Faith, This word is so popular, but yet so over seen and so underestimated. Most of us have heard the sentence “walk by faith not by sight,” multiple times and some of us might even have it Tattooed on us. I will be the first to say I have been lacking faith. I found myself in a spot where I am questioning God and my brain is filled with what If’s. what if i don’t get fully funded, what if I don’t make enough money? what if then….
As I have said before, I am a very much organized person when it comes to Plans, and I love having game plans to what I am and will be doing. When I got accepted to the world race, I had a set plan that I was going to follow for how I was going to come up with the money. (ms.independent ya’ll) I said to myself okay, $250 a week into my account from here on out plus every month _$$$_ amount of money. Ever since I made that plan I have been doing nothing but failing at it. I have lost control of the wheel. Every time I (Fray) plan it I keep running into a ditch. You would think I would learn.
Well i have learned,Jesus take the wheel. seriously, I give up to live out an exhausting life, with my own understanding. I refuse to let my planning blind me from God’s Generosity, Providence, and love. so this is me, letting Go of my Grip. I am fully funded by God and that’s the end of the story. I am fully Funded by him before any man puts a dime towards my trip. He didn’t call me out depending on the people that will be a part of my journey. Though he is going to pour out blessings over the ones that walk this mission with me, I am walking with full faith of being fully funded by God himself first.
I read Matthew 8:7-13, it talks about the man that came to Jesus because his servant at home was sick. When Jesus said to him he would Go over to his house to heal his servant, and the Man said, “Just say the word and my servant will be healed.” and Jesus said, “Go let it be done as you believed it would.” so today, I am Believing I am fully funded by God.
Be blessed
