A advocate is a person who publicly supports a person who cannot support their self. Many nights I sat in my room afraid at what my brother was going to do or say is he in a good or bad mood today. I would cry. Next day I would go to school wishing someone would see the pain in my eyes, and in my heart. But it was the same everyday. bookbag up, work work, get in trouble, go home. In fourth grade my teacher Mrs.Boney met me the first day. By the way she was my favorite teacher not because she gave us candy but she was my earthly angel. My advocate. She saw from the very first day my heartache, my restless eyes, my pain and she put a end to it! She didn’t stop being my advocate until something was done. As I grew older i never forgot her and she never forgot me. As my season drew to a end and another one came along. I was silent about my life telling myself that no one wants to hear my story and whatever I had To say amounted to zero. Rather be seen and not heard kind of thing. As the drugs sex hurt and pain was going on in my life at that time. My second advocate god sent was in prayer all the time for me. 
Now she is my non legal adopted mother!!! But there was so many times i could have been shot, murdered, hurt even more than what I was. But I truly believe (I KNOW) that her prayers kept me hear because Jesus has plans for my life and as I look back on the many advocates that has came ugh and some I know some I don’t know one day I will meet when the time is right. But they prayed for me to get to where I am going and continue to pray for me. As Jesus moved with them and they became my advocate that is what I am most excited about is to be able to meet the people God has placed on my heart and physically see them. To be there advocate. As John 2:1 says my little children I am writing you these things so that you may not sin. But if anyone does sin we have an advocate with the father – Jesus Christ the righteous one. To the voiceless you will be heard, to the hurt you will have healing and to the weary you will find rest if you just come to the father. This has been my prayer for a really long time and Jesus has finally opened the door to allow His work to be seen through my testimony and for others to open up me and allow god work through me to become there advocate.
