Where do you begin when you realize that everything in you is longing to be different? But in being different, I have to lose one thing … myself. This has been my journey the last month. To sum it up:
“…are being transformed into His likeness with ever-increasing glory…” (2 Cor 3:18)
Leaving Guatemala, remembering in my heart what has happened the last month. I some how felt so alone in Guatemala. Not bad but just knowing that God want me to focus on Him. And search for Him. It was so difficult because I always want to be busy, serving, giving. But to be able to give I must first serve my King, who brought me in Awe with His beauty.

Remember the girls me and Kim enrolled for school. I really prayed that the Lord will help us to be able to support these two girls to go trough school. The very last night I met two missionaries. Guess what? They are involved in getting bursaries for children in Guatemala. They promise that they will go see those two girls and make sure that they will be enrolled to school, and will check up on them. It feels like being a mom, knowing that I am responsible to make sure that they will finish school. Amazing privilege
