Orphans look different to me these days…I know we haven’t even left yet…but more and more God’s showing me in print, movies, conversations, dreams, EVERYWHERE…that each of these little ones has a name…and He knows every last one of them.  Things seem MORE REAL now but I think its because its more and more apparent that someday I will be adopting a flock of children of my own.  So when I see photos my heart stops for a minute, or a huge smile spreads across my face…its a love I didn’t know I had within me, and a joy that only God is giving me for these dear ones.  My heart is taken and for the first time I can say its by something or rather someone that really matters to Jesus.