First night at training camp in Georgia.
Overwhelmed.
I left for training camp a day early for a cheaper flight and stayed the night in Georgia at a girl named Kathryn’s house. There ended up being about 10 racers who stayed. It was such a blessing to meet some the people beforehand, but I cannot explain how overwhelming of a day this has been so far.
I find myself just staring off and imagining the AMAZING, crazy changes I will be going through this next year, and it is mind-blowing that the people around me right now are the people who will be by my side as I experience those changes. These strangers will soon be family.
I have always been a slow adjuster. I don’t do well with initial change and find myself to be reserved at first. I am doing my best to branch out and be myself but its difficult when there is SO much on my mind, including: is this what I am supposed to be doing, am I going to regret this, am I as on fire for God as these people are, and the complete feeling of being trapped into this trip because I have already raised so much money!! My mind is so thinly stretched that it’s hard to focus on having fun, meeting people, and letting God take over!!
Lord, give me peace. Allow me to surrender. Reassure me!! I love You!
7am workout session?? Goodnight!!
