Thailand MONTH FOUR! this trip is flying by..seems like yesterday i was boarding the plane to LA to meet up with b-squad and we are now moving on to MONTH FIVE!!! i want to catch everyone on thailand and all the wonderful things the Lord taught me over the small time spent in this country..
thailand the place where kop kuan ki is hello and swadecaa is thank you
Thailand was the first month with our new teams if that wasnt scary enough we were also in on a new continent with no idea
of what the lanuage, currency, or traditions there were..
with all this crazyness going on around me the Lord really dealt with me and started to refine me little by little..i will always remember thailand because it was the month that God told me what i was made for, what he saw in me, and whet he has left for me over the rest of this trip…
i realized how much ive taken this trip for granted and how negative i have been..also that ive allowed other peoples journeys to become my own..and the Lord said that was enough it was time for me to be selfish..
so this months ministry was my heart..
the Lord called me to a place of maturity of taking the back burner and just sitting in his presence..
he gave me the strongest desire to be in his word that ive ever had in my whole entire life…
thats all i wanted to do..i wanted to sit and worship and read his word and just listen to what he had for me…
i spent so much time in God's word and wanting to know more about him and his stories…i would meet and sit with him for hours and for once in my life it felt like a true relationship..like we were best friends in real life just talking..me and daddy talking..
along with that he started to put new wisdom inside of me…the kind of wisdom that you expect from your grandparents..and it was so ironic that the youngest person on the squad would be gifted with new and deep wisdom..words only from the father!
as i walked through this it had a negative effect on my team..i wasnt being present i wasnt pursuing the other girls..because i didnt know how to be the quiet one..the one that sat back and decided to just wait to talk..and i was going about it the wrong way..
so i confronted my team and asked for grace..i prayed that they would see my heart and see that i was walking into this solely on faith…blinded by my human wants and learning to want what God has for me..
my team was my biggest fans..they encouraged me and told me they would be praying for me and right then and there i realized that i just got 4 new sisters and best friends..im so blessed to be on the team im on..and as we journey into what women of God look like together i know that the Lord will build us up so much more together and we will become so spiritually connected that nothing would be able to attack us..no plan of the enemy will succeed because we fight with the full AMOUR OF GOD (ephesians 6)
so that was thailand in a nutshell..i know it wasnt one of those crazy stories..but it has been the most impacting month yet..and as the lord refines me and continues to mold me and shape me..i want to share it with you! so here was a little piece of my heart hope you enjoyed 🙂
